A Chance to Die: The Life and Legacy of Amy Carmichael by Elisabeth Elliot


A Chance to Die: The Life and Legacy of Amy Carmichael
Title : A Chance to Die: The Life and Legacy of Amy Carmichael
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ISBN : 0800730895
ISBN-10 : 9780800730895
Language : English
Format Type : Paperback
Number of Pages : 384
Publication : First published June 1, 1987

A Chance to Die is a biography of Amy Carmichael, an Irish missionary and writer who spent fifty-three years in south India without furlough. There she became known as ''Amma,'' or ''mother,'' as she founded the Dohnavur Fellowship, a refuge for underprivileged children.


A Chance to Die: The Life and Legacy of Amy Carmichael Reviews


  • Natalie Vellacott

    This is the first book I have read about the life and work of Amy Carmichael and I have to say that I was surprised by the content. I feel conflicted as to how to review and rate this book as there were so many positive and negative aspects.

    Amy believed she was called to China but subsequently ended up in India where she ministered for 55 years--with over a decade spent as a "shut-in" after an accident. Evangelism had been her focus and I found myself admiring her singlemindedness and lack of interest in material things or worldly distractions. She knew from a young age that she would remain single for the Kingdom. However, shortly into her work in India she became horrified by the plight of a number of children who were used for unmentionable acts at the various local temples--she set about rescuing them. She effectively created an organisation to house these children but referred to it as a "family." She employed staff to help her--the organisation grew and expanded to form "Dohnavur," which still exists as a Christian charity today.

    I appreciated Amy's love for those around her and her determination in her work and ministry. Also her faithfulness in prayer and reliance on the Lord in all matters. She lived by faith financially--refusing to even mention needs until they had been provided for after prayer. There are many examples in this book of incredible provision just at the right time and down to the last penny. God obviously had His hand on her ministry and bore with her failings as He does with all of us.

    However, I struggled with a number of aspects in her work. She chose to be single for the Kingdom as she believed that God was leading her to do that but then effectively created a single-parent family due to the needs she saw in India. It comes across in the book as if she remained single partly due to her belief that men were somehow inferior spiritually--she believed that some of the passages in the NT about women in the church don't apply to us today. She didn't appear to value the marriage bond especially highly discouraging her staff from marrying and in some cases allowing/causing separation between husband/wife/children for long periods for the sake of the work. One of her long term male workers became conflicted when his wife was asking him to return to England with her and the children and Amy was telling him he should stay for the sake of the life-long call he had received to the work.

    Amy took the role of spiritual leader of this large organisation and local Indian men and foreign workers were therefore in submission to her. She ruled over small details almost as an autocrat at times. She did appoint men to preach and teach for seasons but the lines of authority were blurred. She regularly speaks of "words from the Lord" and is always 100% convinced that the leading she thinks she has received is correct. But she has no accountability and doesn't seem to seek advice from anybody. It's Amy's way or the highway.

    The way Dohnavur operated has a "cult-like" feel to it, although clearly it was not as they were following the Bible. But they were cut off from the outside world and insulated/sheltered from any and everything worldly. The Bible makes it clear that we should be in the world but not of it. I think changes were made to this aspect of the ministry in Amy's latter years and she endorsed the changes which can only be a positive thing.

    I think Amy would've benefitted from friends who were her spiritual/intellectual equals to keep her independent spirit in check at times. She chose not to allow a husband to lead her in that way and it seems that others wouldn't dare to stand up to her--those that did were listened to but largely ignored. Amy was in my view too reliant on her own spiritual discernment.

    Having said these things, I think we can all learn from her life, work and mistakes. It is interesting that I didn't have the same reservations about Gladys Aylward whose life and work had a similar independence--maybe because she stuck to her original calling with evangelism as her main focus rather than rescuing and parenting needy children. That said, Amy's purpose in doing so was to bring the Gospel to them. God did bless Amy's ministry and provided for her--she was sincerely doing what she felt He was calling her to do. The area of India was impacted for the Gospel in a big way and the work continues long after her death.

    I would recommend this book.

  • Christina Knotts

    Having read this several times before going to India as a missionary myself, I was greatly encouraged in everything about Indian soil.

    I tried my hardest to follow in Ms. Carmichael's footsteps. Her faith, above anything, was what I geared towards.

    I first read the book at age 12, and then re-read it and re-read it again during preparation for my first trip to India when I was 18. I could NOT wait to get there!

    I loved the book - especially from Mrs. Gren's perspective - it was a very enjoyable read... one that I might take up again in the near future!

    Although I looked up to her a great deal then, I must say that her inspiration and "almost feministic" ideas toward the other sex were somewhat beneath her. I totally disagree with women missionaries who, in order to serve God to their fullest ability, shun the idea of marriage. That is not how God created it to be! (He gave us emotions and hormones for a reason, even though it IS better-in several ways-to live unmarried.

  • Libby May

    Sooo...
    I got this book from my pastor's wife. She saw my love for kids and wanted me to read this book.

    THE BOOK: 3.14 stars. (KELLYN!!! 😂)So the book itself isn't bad at all. It's long and had a lot of details and other stuff and yeah. It's really descriptive of Amma (or Amy)'s life and I do highly recommend it if you're like studying her life for school or just for personal reasons. However, this is not an entertainment and took me about 3 months to finish. It was hard to get through more than a chapter at a time because it was almost dry and it was hard to read.

    Amma (or Amy) herself: ok so she was ok. I did like her a lot when I first read "Amy of Dohnavur" by Frank L. Houghton (which honestly I preferred a lot more than this book. It's just as informative but shorter and not as hard to read) but some of the more detailed points of her life and the way that the Dohnavur was run under her command as well as her position, some of her beliefs and just her. It wasn't as awesome.

    I admire her heart for children for sure, and her absolute dedication to God and continual denial of anything that could possibly be fleshly. I learned a lot about just Christian living in general and I really enjoyed her poetry (which actually rhymes!). However, life I mentioned before, the way she ran the Dohnavur and it's people and the struck ignorant way that she raised her kids came off wrong for me. Also, the way that the people in the Donahue community saw her as a Prophet from God and no matter what she said, still lived asking "Is this what Amma would do?" Sort of placing her as perfect (in fact some of the people interviewed did say she seemed perfect in that they knew she was human but didn't believe she ever did anything wrong). The way people spoke of her and acted around her almost seemed like they were brain washed.

    Anyway, I am glad that I read this book because it gave me a more complete view of Amy where I don't love her the way I did before I knew her this way, and it's also super fat and to add it to my bookshelf and say I read it is also awesome.

    Thank you for reading!

  • Rachel B

    This is the first work I’ve read about Amy Carmichael, and she was a really interesting personality to read about. (Her attitude and personality reminded me a lot of Jim Elliott’s, the author’s first husband. Makes me think she was attracted to a particular type of person.) I don’t know that I would have enjoyed knowing Amy Carmichael in real life, but she certainly was used by God, and there are many aspects of her faith that are encouraging and challenging.

    That said, she was a human and had plenty of faults. It’s tempting to judge her for these, but I’d hate to see what would be written in my biography and have people judging me for all of my mistakes. At the end of the day, God is gracious and merciful, and Amy loved Him and served Him as best as she could.

    The first quarter to a third or so of the book was too long, in my opinion; I was frustrated that the ad-copy emphasized her time in India and yet a third of the way into the story, she still hadn’t arrived there!

    But God knows when to have me read the books I do, and this one was no exception. I could relate to so many things here, especially the frustration with nominal Christians, and the sometimes-lonely call to serving as a single.

    The devil does not care how many hospitals we build, any more than he cares how many schools and colleges we put up, if only he can pull our ideals down, and sidetrack us on to anything of any sort except the living of holy, loving, humble lives, and the bringing of men, women, and children to know our Lord Jesus Christ not only as Savior but as Sovereign Lord.

  • Rod Horncastle

    Wow, I was so excited to read about this lady. What an amazing person.

    I first heard about her in Warren W. Wiersbe's book: 50 People Every Christian Should Know. Probably the greatest collection of human beings ever assembled in one book. Amy's small bio just blew me away - A women who ended up in India saving small children from the abuses of Indian culture and Temple Prostitution. It appeared that Amy feared no one - and she made alot of people angry in the process: I applaud her. She even upset the Church boards who sent her. Indeed - She takes orders from God. :D

    This biography by Elliot really shows what Amy Carmichael was made of. She wasn't perfect - but she sure never backed down from a challenge. Her faith in difficult times is endlessly inspiring. She was always careful to live according to God's will. Sure she upset many people, but in dangerous life and death times Amy did her best - her community loved her for it.

    She never married, her life was for the children and the community. I hope she is rewarded mightily in Heaven.

    I read this book hoping to understand clearly her theology. I'm relieved to say she stuck to God's Word as best she could.

  • mirela Darau

    A truthful description of missionary life, I'd say, since I was used -when it came to missionaries - to think only in terms of miracles, sparcles, intense and interesting life. It captures the prosaic, the long years of learning languages, the tedious days of impossible weather, even the "unfruitfulness" we all have to deal with at one point of our lives. It's an account of a woman with weaknesses, sterness, though with a strong character, belief, determination. I find it extremely balanced!!

    I remember at one point, i was thinking why would someone write about such uninteresting facts like a sickening journey or of common days (after days after days), but realized in the end, it is this together with patience and motivation that builds up character. Nonetheless I still find it unexplainable how this very common woman nearly 100 years ago, could build up and lead till her later 80s and despite all the sickness, a community such as the DF... And to think she also had a low self-esteem, almost never allowed to be photographed and was in poor health from her youth.

    love the attitude:All this was part of going forth unto a land I knew not, and everything was just right, and if things went wrong it was so much the more fun (pg.68)
    the night I sailed for China, March 3, 1893, my life, on the human side, was broken, and it never was mended again. But He has been enough.

    interesting to think about: Faith does not eliminate questions. But faith knows where to take them.pg.55

    If I by doing some work which the undiscerning consider 'not spiritual work' I can best help others, and I inwardly rebel, thinking it is the spiritual for which I crave, when in truth it is the interesting and exciting, then I know nothing of Calvary love.pg 183 ->she first heard when she got to Asia, that missionaries don't really get along with each others, so she tried to prove this wrong when it came to her by doing differently...

    A little thing is a little thing, but faithfulness in little things is a great thing

    talking about long services and sermons: the human soul should not be drawn likea piece of elastic and held so for too long at a stretch :)) i find again and again that truly godly people are simple and comprising: the arrangement [of the service in Dohnavur] was according to Amy's ecclectic tastes, incorporating some of the silence of Quaker meetings the D.O.M [dear old man:P] had taught her to appreciate, some of the liturgy which she selected from the Aglican service and some of the freedom of the Free Churches ....I'm sure I would have loved it there!

    Manliness is not mere courage, it is the quality of soul which frankly accepts all conditions in human life and makes it a point of honor not to be dismayed or wearied by them

    In one of his letters Murray called Amy 'the skipper'.There was no question of her authority. 'Under God there was only one boss and that was Amma', wrote Hugh Evan-Hopkins, who joined the Fellowship later. 'She wouldn't proceed with any course of action until everyone had agreed, but who dare oppose her? We were awed - perhaps excessively so - by her wisdom and experience. She was a remarkable woman, alarming to a raw recruit, with a sort of aura about her.' To another there was nothing of the sort. He spoke of her 'absolute humility. you never felt she was someone superior.'

    I like and recognize the concept: every gift has its story

    ...a prayer tower. On its roof are two pointed shafts, symbol of the unity of spiritual and secular in the life of holiness. The men and women of Dohnavur lived a common life, but they lived it with God, for others.

    yeah, I also want the power to ride the waves instead of being submerged by them...

    Did I mention the Dohnavur fellowship was rescuing children from temple prostitution and other abandoned ones and raising them? It started with girls, and later extended to boys aswell.

    Oh, and Amy has also beautiful poems, actually that's how i first met her:) She was a writer of books, tons of letters and encouraging notes...

  • Kelly

    Excellent. I knew nothing about Amy Carmichael before reading this book which has been sitting on my home library shelf for years, and I found it a rewarding read. I generally find missionaries to be somewhat "other-worldly" and unrelatable and this biography of Carmichael proved her no exception. Carmichael's life provides a clear example of God's calling on a person's life (in this case to foreign missions) and the absolute spiritual and personal commitment to do His will - while I cannot relate to the particulars, I certainly was inspired and convicted by my own spiritual apathy and weakness by reading about her life. Worth the read.

    Side note: I enjoyed this in spite of one of The Worst audiobook readers I have ever listened to.

  • Monica

    A wonderful introduction to an amazing Godly woman. A true servant of Christ with much wisdom that we can still benefit from today.

  • Marisa

    If you read any of Elisabeth Elliot's writings you won't go to far without reading a quote from Amy Carmichael. After reading this wonderful & endearing account of her life... A life that was characterized by being "a servant of all"... It has left me with a renewed vigor to run my own race & "rise to this great trust". Elisabeth does a great service by educating the reader in the ways & customs of the Indian people "Amma" served. Her life serves as an example in a multitude of ways. Amy never being a mother, but a "mother" to all her knew her. I'm thankful for this book.

  • John

    "The devil does not care how many hospitals we build, any more than he cares how many schools and colleges we put up, if only he can pull our ideals down, and sidetrack us on to anything of any sort except the living of holy, loving, humble lives, and the bringing of men, women and children to know our Lord Jesus Christ not only as Savior but as Sovereign Lord.
    "Every work undertaken in obedience to a divine command, whether the work be that form of conflict with the powers of darkness that we call prayer, or whether it be the action that follows, leads sooner or later to a new demand on personal devotion to our Lord Jesus Christ."
    -- Amy Carmichael, quoted on Page 291 of "A Chance to Die."

    "A Chance to Die" is a biography of a remarkable woman written by another remarkable woman.
    Author Elisabeth Eliot served as a missionary to the Quichua and Auca Indians of South America for 11 years. They were the same people who had killed her husband, Jim.
    Amy Carmichael grew up Irish Presbyterian, and she served as a missionary in South India for the entire first half of the 20th century without taking so much as a furlough.
    She didn't particularly have a "heart" for India. Her heart was for following Jesus to reach the lost wherever He took her. That began with brief stints in the slums of English factory cities, Japan, China and Ceylon.
    She didn't have a "calling" for the exploited children of South India. But Amy Carmichael couldn't ignore a need once she saw it. When she discovered girls being raised to be temple prostitutes, she started praying for them. When she discovered little boys being similarly exploited, she couldn't turn away from that need, either.
    Out of those prayers and her efforts grew the Dohnavur Fellowship, which eventually cared for hundreds of boys and girls and provided a hospital that cared for Hindus, Muslims and Christians alike.
    She did this without every communicating needs to anyone, except to God. Numerous instances are cited in this book in which just enough money arrives to meet a critical need -- God's version of just-in-time delivery.
    Carmichael wasn't without her critics, and although Elliot clearly is a fan, she doesn't leave out that part of the story. Amy Carmichael, she writes, was no plaster saint. Some thought she played favorites. Some found it impossible to work under her. She also was notoriously camera-shy. This book might include every picture ever taken of Amy Carmichael, and there aren't many.
    I can't imagine how she found the time, but Carmichael also was a prolific writer, and her prose was powerful. She also was a poet. I'm in no position to judge how good her poetry was, but much of it seems profound to me.
    An excerpt:
    "O Savior, stricken for my sin
    O God, who gavest Him to grief
    O Spirit, who didst woo and win
    My troubled soul to speak relief,
    O Love revealed at Calvary,
    Thy glory lights eternity."
    But not all of her poetry was profound. Some of it was written for the amusement of the children, such as this ode to the elephant:
    "His great big flat feet pound and pound
    With a rumpety -- dumpety -- crumpety sound."
    Elisabeth Elliot also is a wonderful writer, and this book clearly was thoroughly, lovingly researched. I referred to Amy Carmichael and Elisabeth Elliot as remarkable women, but it's not that, really. Their lives are testimonies to the remarkable things God can do with ordinary people who are sold out to him.
    "A Chance to Die" is inspirational in the best sense of the word -- not in the ooey, gooey feel-good sense, but in the sense of showing the reader that God could do great things with her, or him, too.


  • Auntie

    In a time of male domination in the Victorian Era, Amy Carmichael was called by God to the Missions field. As Elizabeth Elliot tells the story, Amy determined to follow her Lord in spite of many issues that would not qualify her for service abroad. She had chronic pain and was not a particularly strong woman in sense of physical health. She found learning foreign languages difficult, and found conflict resolution very distasteful. She wasn't a team player, things needed to be her way, period. Men who worked for her found it quite hard.

    But the task that she found herself doing, required an iron will, strict determination,and a long view of her ministry which did last her entire lifetime. In a personality assessment based on animal types (re: Smalley and Trent's The Treasure Tree) she would have been a lion.

    She became aware of the practice in India, of a way that people got rid of their unwanted children and babies. They were donated to the local Hindu temple for use in temple worship, specifically prostitution euphemistically termed "Married to the god". Never soliciting funds for this outreach, people in England learned of her desire to found a safe haven for these children. She always asked for prayer, and in addition to prayer, her faithful friends sent money. This book recounts over and over again, the way God provided for her at every level of need. Amy never craved attention, but felt bound to write to communicate to others the conditions she found daily that gave her hope, gave her courae and more determination. She wrote volumes!

    I found one chapter heading quite illuminating, "Love is not a Sentiment". She expressed her love for all who worked with her, through her heartfelt commitment to them. She was fond of sending notes of love and encouragement to those on the Center grounds as well as those who were expressing an interest in coming from England to serve. She left notes for key people in her life that were to be opened after her death. A marvelous comfort! The children who grew up at the Center loved her. Her name was "Amma" or Mother.

    I'm glad to have finally read this book, even though a lot of the way she did things on the field have changed...in a good way.

    Temple prostitution was outlawed in India. Amy showed the value of an individual life through her faith. It was a stark contrast to the spiritual darkness that surrounded the Center.

  • Taneil Linschied

    Although A Chance to Die did have many inspiring thoughts and moments, there was much in it that seemed lacking in my opinion. I have read other missionary stories that I have enjoyed far better. (For example:
    Evidence Not Seen: A Woman's Miraculous Faith in the Jungles of World War II and
    Bruchko - Revised: The astonishing true story of a 19-year-old American-his capture by the Motilone Indians and his adventures in Christianizing the Stone Age tribe. )

    Some definite faults that I saw were that Amy seemed independent and headstrong, which are two qualities that don't seem in keeping with a Christian life. She often refused counsel from others, seeing all other opinions as being contrary to what God wanted. On one hand I can see this as being necessary in some cases, however the Bible does advocate the act of seeking advice, wisdom, and counsel from older Christians. Amy was known for taking "unnecessary risks" (pg. 32) (the opposite of the Godly character trait of prudence), she would do things just to prove that others were wrong, and she was extremely controlling. It was her way, or no way.

    I am not denying that Amy Carmichael led a life far removed from what anyone then, or now, would attempt, and that she was upheld by the Lord. There were many instances where I was convicted by an inspiring quote or by her ceaseless activity for the Kingdom of God. She refused to waste a single moment of her time. How different from our society today when we beg for a break or mindless activity!

    ~ "I would rather have two who came in earnest than a hundred who came to play," she said. "We have no time to toy with souls like this. It is not by ceremonial teamaking and flower arranging, not by wool chrysanthemum-making and foreign-sewing learning, but 'by my Spirit' saith the Lord." (pg. 84)

  • Annette

    Summary:
    The life story of missionary Amy Carmichael. From her childhood, to her missionary work in Japan and India. Elisabeth Elliot's reference material was from previously published books written by Amy Carmichael and the Dohnavur Family.

    My Thoughts:
    Although I enjoyed reading the story of Amy Carmichael's life. The book is not warm with intimacy in regards to the character of Carmichael. At first sight, it seems Elisabeth Elliot didn't capture or flesh-out the person of Amy Carmichael. However, I believe Carmichael was captured just as she was. She was a private, no-nonsense, serious, devoted, moral, dedicated, persevering, steadfast, faithful, and intelligent person. And these qualities come through in her biography. The entire focus of Carmichael's life was in the mission work entrusted to her by God in India.
    I've read remarks that she was against marriage. She was against marriage as far as her own life was concerned. She did think it best to not marry if a person was going to dedicate themselves as she had done. But, she was not against marriage. God had called her to "something different." Her "face" was set "like flint" in her mission. See Isaiah 50:7, Luke 9:51.
    A Chance to Die is written chronologically, from birth (1867) and childhood in Ireland, to her "calling," to the first missionary journey to Japan, and her lengthy mission work in India, until death in 1951.
    Quotes are often mentioned from Carmichael's books.
    Carmichael was a devoted reader of the devotional Daily Light. This book is also quoted from in the book. I'm familiar with this book as I have read from it daily since 1999.
    One of the most interesting and sad aspects of the book for me was Carmichael's work with the children in India. The little girls that were given by their parents to the Hindu temple as babies, later grew in to the horrific role of the sex trade. Carmichael worked to find girls (of all ages) willing to leave this life and live in her mission home. In modern times we hear about the sex-trade business affecting children, but this is not something new.

  • Kathy

    I admire Amy Carmichael’s life-long passion to follow Jesus and serve disenfranchised children. In her teens her burden was for factory girls, ‘shallies’, who were so poor that they couldn't afford hats to wear to church, so they wore shawls over their heads. The ministry grew to over 300 children, and Amy had to secure her own building for the ministry. Amy's first overseas assignment was to Japan for 15 months. She struggled to learn the language and the customs of the Japanese people, but learned the value of living as they lived. God providentially sent her to India where she served for the remainder of her life. She founded Dohnavur Fellowship, a group whose aim was to rescue the temple children. Her life showed amazing perseverance. Over the years the ministry faced immense financial hardships, poor facilities, outbreaks of deadly disease, internal strife, and the constant threat of government intervention. I was convicted by Amy’s relentless and risky love for the children. She spent her last twenty years with failing health, often being confined to her bed or a wheel chair. To her last day, she was a writer
 notes/letters of encouragement, poems, and over 35 books. May I learn to write so eloquently and faithfully.

    He who had led will lead
    All through the wilderness
    He who hath fed will surely feed...
    He who had heard thy cry
    Will never close His ear,
    He who hath marked thy faintest sigh
    Will not forget they tear
    He loveth always, faileth never,
    So rest on Him Today-forever.

    Though I don't agree with all of her choices, I admire her convictions and faithfulness.

  • Vlada G.

    I am an avid reader, but for some reason this book failed to grip my attention. I enjoyed the first few chapters about Amy Carmichael's youth, but somehow my interest waned toward the end; I had to make myself finish it just for the sake of finishing it, without really caring about the story. Maybe it has to do with my own age, but I failed to identify with the more mature Amy Carmichael, and so my empathy decreased. Much as I admire Amy Carmichael personally, somehow this book failed to bring her to life. The author's language is too laborious and deliberate; I got the impression that the book was written conscientiously rather than passionately, with the intention of making readers like Amy Carmichael at all cost rather than just telling the story. I realize, of course, that there is not much artistic license for biography writers, so maybe I am too harsh in this respect. What I did enjoy, however, were the copious excerpts from Amy's own writings, especially her breathtakingly graceful poems, which taught me more about Amy Carmichael's mind and soul than the author's analysis. As a result, I now plan to seek out and read some of Amy Carmichael's books.

  • Meggie

    I feel terrible that I didn’t like this book. After all, its written by one great missionary about another great missionary, its supposed to be inspiring. But I just couldn’t get on board and nearly stopped reading numerous times. Amy Carmichael, missionary to India in the late-19th, early 20th century is a significant figure. She truly died to all desires to run an orphanage. But I found her manner irritating and over-righteous. Much of her writing and experience reminded me of George Mueller.

    In addition, Elliot’s writing style bordered on just reporting or re-writing Charmichael’s own writing, with little character development. She also occasionally slipped into first person when it seemed she just couldn’t find another way to describe something.

  • Christabelle

    This book has shaped my thinking 110%. What if this life is not about living for myself but about being poured out and used for my Lord? What if God has something amazing and different for me than for others? I found myself humbled and challenged. I would love to live a live half as devoted as this woman.

  • AJ

    Amy's life story starts out a little dry, but when you follow her to India and realize the challenges she had every single day, the story takes you into another world and into the mind and heart of one of the Saints "who from their labors rest; to Thee, by faith, before the world confessed".

  • Scott

    *3.75* An amazing life lived for God, for sure. A very detailed account (from her books, letters, and interviews of those who worked with her) of the life of missionary Amy Carmichael.

    It gets a little slow in spots with all the details, and for one long chapter the author jumps back to tell the history of Great Britain and India (which seems to provide little to the story), but otherwise an inspiring account of someone who was totally committed to the work of loving others as a Christian missionary.

  • Emma Whear

    I've been meaning to finish this for quite a while.

    With Elliot and Carmichael you can't go wrong- though this whole novel is pretty starchy, as was Carmichael herself.

    My favorite part was reading about Carmichael's upbringing, and the way her family was accustomed to get up at 4 AM to start the day.

    Also, that her ministry goals were completely diverted by what she ended up doing, which was essentially mothering abused children in India.

    Neat woman. Dark place. Starchy biography.

  • Heather

    Amy Carmichael has long been a hero to me. I appreciated learning her whole life story, infiltrated with her quotes and writings. I am deeply impacted by her ruthless commitment to love at all costs, in each and every small way, always considering others above self, because "we serve a stripped and crucified Savior."

    This was not a light or easy read. I felt the whole way through that it was an uphill climb, but like all high endeavors worth pursuing, for me it was absolutely worth it. Wish I could give it a 4.5, falling short of a five-star, just because it was so arduous.

  • Heather Denigan

    My young teenaged-impression of Amy Carmichael: she weirded me out--or rather, some of her theology weirded me out. It may be due for a revisit some time in the future, now that I've read biographies of missionaries like Hudson Taylor and James O Frazier. Perhaps I'll have learned more charity since adolescence.

    ................
    Just having reread A Chance to Die now in my 30s..... well, I feel just as weirded out but more admiration. I think my initial teen-aged conflict was 1. This was my first missionary biography ever. 2. Carmichael felt very strongly that serving the Lord meant singleness for most people, and especially for women; I did not want to be single. 3. I grew up in a context in which pretty much the *only* way a woman could contribute to the Church was through marriage and children. So I wanted to get married and be a mother but I also wanted to serve the Church. (My local church had very little involvement in missions or any kind of local social outreach. Also, my father wouldn’t let me go on a mission trip because he thought it was too dangerous for me.) Amy Carmichael seemed to present a serve God and also have weird theology or keep your head down, wait for someone to give you permission to serve God, and keep good theology. So I just kept doing whatever was in front of me (i.e. school) and decided to wait and see what would happen. Thankfully my context has changed and there are more opportunities for women to serve the church in a way that also doesn’t violate Scripture.

    All that said, I would update my review from 2 stars to 3.5. It’s well written. Elliot evidently admires her subject while also not shying from her flaws (there are occasionally subtle criticisms). And for all her eccentricities, Amy Carmichael was a woman of love, dedication, and faithfulness.

  • Elena Marie

    Probably one of my favorite biographies of all time.

  • Nicole

    Elliot wrote a dense and detailed bio of Carmichael in “A Chance to Die”. This was no easy read and took time and dedication to wade through. I am not sure if it’s Elliot’s sophisticated style of writing or that she is purposely ambiguous at certain points of the story, but many times I would become lost as to what she was trying to convey. For example, when telling of disagreements in the ministry, I couldn’t tell who was in the wrong. Perhaps, she intended it to be that way.
    Amy certainly displayed a rigorous tenacity in her mission work. She was a woman of no nonsense with a complete lack of sentimentality. To her, there was a job to be done for the Master, and no difficulty, no discomfort, no grueling work would deter her from completing it. There was no room for hesitancy or distraction.
    Amy Carmichael is a woman to be commended and admired. Although it seems she appeared to be rough and stern, the unquestionable loyalty of the people at the mission proves that she was a woman of great love.

  • Heather

    I started reading it because a friend recomended it then gave me a copy. I had nothing better on my current reading list. I slowly read it throughout a semester in school and forgot about until this past week. Within this past week I have not only finished one of the most incredible books I have ever read, but I have found one of those few books that works its way into your heart and stays there. I am currently morning the fact that now that I am done and I will have to give this copy back to my friend. The book is challenging and made me think twice about a faith that I hold dear. I will and am rethinking about how I live out my faith. I find that Amy was a person. One of the few who has listened and done what she heard from the God she held dear. I wish dearly that I had known of this book sooner. It has caught my heart in a way that few books have. It is a challenging and inspiring read. I am thankful I read it.

  • Erin

    People seem to either really love this book or find it completely unreadable & I can see why. The manner of Amy Charmichael's upbringing reminded me of Little Women-- strong Victorian ideals, lots of spiritual nurturing and sentimental nicknames ("Motherie"? Rlly?). One of the best things about this book is that it illustrates that people really lived this way once. Amy truly believed that the highest spiritual standards should be attempted. True, she also had tendencies that are considered worse sins today (i.e. racism), but her commitment to living up to the Bible and the will of God was inspirational-- if you can appreciate or at least get through the poetical language & superlatives. It may be difficult for a person in the 21st century to be interested in, or even believe the story of this person who was thought "too religious" by some in mid-nineteenth century Britain.